My Ministry Partner

I am super happy that GOD has given me a lifetime ministry partner.

A partner who wants to share the ministry of GOD with me. A partner who is willing to make sacrifices for the glory pf GOD. I am so blessed more than I could have imagined. One of my dreams is certainly coming true and soon we will be stronger when we become united as ONE.

Truly, when GOD plants HIS dreams and desires in your heart, you will overflow with joy and thanksgiving.

Psalm 6:9
The LORD has heard my cry for mercy;
the LORD accepts my prayer.

ALL THE GLORY BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

Two Beautiful Years

1 Corinthians 13:4-8
⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Love is indescribable but beautiful.

Two years of love. Could things get better? I believe so.

I could only boast of my LORD. My GOD who made it all possible for me to find my one true love.

Pondering...

What happened in those 2 years that passed by?

Hmmm...

Sheesh...

I could get lost in the tingling feeling of my heart again when I try to reminisce. Okay, here it goes...

Before I met my Cody, I've read two wonderful books about true love. What to do until love finds you and when the Boy Meets Girl. You can check them out on my profile here. But anyway, those books helped me a lot. They helped my heart wait and what to do while I wait. In the waiting, my heart got filled with joy and peace knowing that he is out there. After 6 years of him having no girlfriend, I found him. Eve found her way back to her Adam. What a glorious match made in GOD's Hands! As we journey on as friends, we finally accepted that we were made for each other last April 25, 2008. When I think about it, GOD is truly amazing! So many things about Cody is just so perfect. Everything I desired in a man, he possesses. Now let me give a list of just how great GOD is in my life through Cody's character...

1.) One time, he admitted that he thinks about surprising me and sweeping me off of my feet by coming here without permission. Yes, that kind of surprise. (Oh well, we couldn't do it. hahaha! That's why he had to confess. hahaha!)

2.) We came to a deal that we will conceal our bodies from each other until our honeymoon night. As we all know, it is a manly thing that they can expose their upper part wherever. So we agreed on keeping our bodies from each other until our wedding day. (Of course, that also means being modestly dressed in public. I think it's sweet and he is a real gentleman.)

3.) I am super glad that he never had the desire to look at other women lustfully. I really desired for a faithful man in heart, mind, words and actions. GOD gave me Cody. An epitome of faithfulness.

The list goes on...

I am just really very grateful that our anniversary month is also the start of the processing of my visa. I am super excited! We have talked about our future. I am super happy that GOD gave me a man who actually thinks and plans for us as a couple. I like a man who dreams and have goals in life. He is a thinker. I am so amazed at how his mind thinks. He knows how to save money and not just waste it on anything. He is very concerned about my welfare and our future together. After 3 years of being friends by next year, we are finally going to be united by GOD and be together forever. It is much better to wait for now and enjoy each other, know each other more and face our differences rather than not wait and ruin the rest of our lives. GOD has taught me patience through this relationship. We have plans of touring together but that will be someday. But as we plan about these things, what makes me really anticipate them is to be with the man I truly love - hold his hands, stare into his eyes and kiss him once in a while. That is perfectly beautiful!

Cody, you have made the 2 years of my life the BEST! I was won back September 2007 and meeting you January 2008 is a great gift. We have grown together spiritually. I am forever cherishing you, my love. No man will ever do. I know you are the one. I am going to stay faithful, not because you are but because my heart only beats for you. I try to do everything I can to celebrate this occasion victoriously and really make you happy. Seeing you smile is one of my beautiful gifts. I love you so very much, my Cody!

FATHER GOD, WE BELONG TO YOU! OUR HEARTS BEAT AS ONE FOR YOU, OUR FIRST LOVE! GOD, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR FATHER AND WE WILL FOREVER BE FAITHFUL TO YOU! WE GLORIFY YOU TIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN! WE LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF US!

ALL THE GLORY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

Do i look like a bride???

I am finally getting married. Yay! I am blessed to be marrying the man i love next year. Yay!

There was a tribute for graduates at our outreach church the other week. I have 4 disciples who attend the youth services weekly. All of them graduated from High School. I wanted to make the tribute special so i bought 4 white Gerbers. I m trying to save money so i just planned on giving 1 Gerber per person. The lady wrapped them in a clear plastic. As i was in the jeepney, an old lady saw the flowers and asked how much each Gerber. I answered. She asked if the flowers were painted white. I told her no. She asked what i was going to do with it. I told her that i was going to give them. Then she said, Oh i thought you re gonna get married already. Did i look like a bride at that time? It just made me laugh and think. Maybe i really look like a bride. The eyes, the hair, the face. Possible. hahaha! Maybe my desire of being a bride overflows out of my heart. I am just so thankful i really am getting married very soon. First, i have gotten my FATHER in Heaven's approval, blessing and revelation to be a bride. Second, i have gotten my parents almost nonstop blessing and reminder to marry. Third, my disciples are happy for me. To make it more fun, someone i don t know thought of me getting married. I am super excited! THANK GOD!

Cody, do you look like a groom? hahaha!

ALL THE GLORY BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

Commitment

As a Phlegmatic, one of my traits is being lazy. When GOD won me back last 2007, everything has changed. GOD changed my heart. HE also used one of my role models.

Someone modeled to me his passion, commitment and love in work. He is always punctual. He is very dedicated to give his best everyday. No matter how physically draining his work can be, he lightens up his workplace through his greetings and encouragements with his co-workers. When asked to do overtime or work on holidays, he undoubtedly agrees to serve. Eventhough he is sick, he offers his utmost strength. It is not because of money since his family is well-off. It is because of commitment. He shows commitment in all aspects of his life. I know you want to know who he is. His beautiful name is Cody Lee Howe.

One of my struggles before is laziness. GOD changed me and HE gave me a helper - a role model. Cody, thank you so much for being my role model in commitment. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH! 22 months and we're still standing strong. You are worth the wait, my love.

ALL THE GLORY BELONGS TO GOD ALONE! GOD IS THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS AND THE GIVER OF MY WINGS!

Our 23rd Monthsary

Yay! We have celebrated our 23rd Monthsary last Thursday. Fun! Exciting!

I could not ask for more. I am with the man i have desired all my life. I have longed for a relationship that will glorify GOD.

Amazingly, Cody and i are humbly doing that dream to glorify GOD. His neighbors, his workmates and my cellmates are amazed with our 2-year long distance relationship. Not only that, Cody s workmates have noticed his glow one day unexpectedly. The glow that brings light to his workplace. So amazing! Cody has been recognized as a child of GOD. I know it s something we both desire. It is a beautiful gift for our 23rd Monthsary.

ALL THE GLORY BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

Worth the Wait

I am so ecstatic!

After 2 years, a target wedding date has been born.

Soon it will be wedding day. hehehe! But no need to hurry. Although it can be very challenging to wait and to see each other just once for the 3 years we'll be together as a couple, i can definitely say "Cody, you are worth the wait" on our wedding day. How awesome!

I owe it all to GOD for a beautiful relationship and soon-to-be marriage. Thank GOD for Cody. The perfect man for me.

ALL THE GLORY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

Wanted and Waited

My Cody wanted me so he waited.

He still wants me so he still waits.

Haste makes waste.

We ought to bring matters into the Hands of GOD.

As i was in the passenger jeepney earlier this morning, i just sat there patiently as the driver waits for passengers. It took him almost 30 minutes of waiting for passengers to fill his jeepney. It is not how a usual driver does in his everyday trip. I saw patience in him as we both waited. After 20 minutes, the jeepney was gradually filled by men and women. An insight came upon me. Patience truly has its own rewards. When we wait, we are able to enjoy every blessing that comes from GOD as blessings gradually flow in our lives and fill us up. No need to hurry. Just slowly being saturated by GOD will make you whole. A complete soul slowly but surely being prepared for GOD's Perfect Choice for you.

As Cody and i wait for our perfect wedding, for now, i just breathe in GOD's wholeness so i can be made whole. A great wife to my future husband and a great mother to my future children. An open vessel for GOD alone.

At the end of the aisle, i must be able to say, "Cody, you are worth the wait."

ALL THE GLORY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

My Heart's Delight

This month is tough.

I made a commitment to GOD. A commitment that will determine my future. As I do my commitment, it taught me to be patient and obedient. Wait for the right time to decide, obey and make the final decision.

Thank GOD it's almost over but it was worth every sacrifice.

Before I share this final decision, along my journey, I was able to reminisce my Cody.

One thing that really touched my heart is when he told me that when he visited here, everyone looks ordinary and I stand out. Yes I own his heart, alright. hehehe! He never sees anyone better than me. I thank GOD for a loving and faithful soon-to-be husband.

As I wait, my GOD will give me victories.

My Word from GOD for this year...

Isaiah 41:9-10 (CEV)

From far across the earth I brought you here and said, "You are my chosen servant. I haven't forgotten you." Don't be afraid. I am with you. Don't tremble with fear. I am your GOD. I will make you strong, as I protect you with my arm and give you victories.

GOD is my Complete Delight and Cody is my heart's delight. My word for this week is delight.

ALL THE GLORY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

After 2 Years...

...it still feels like the first time.

Cody and i met last January 1, 2008. Yes, i met him the very first day of that year. Certainly a new beginning for me. We are going to celebrate our 2nd year anniversary very soon. Cody, my love for you will never fail.

Two years later, i am still deeply in love with him. I still get the chills in my blood and bones whenever i hear his voice. I still get nervous whenever he tells me he loves me. This is a long journey but nothing is impossible with GOD. GOD's grace is truly sufficient. GOD makes all things new. GOD makes all things beautiful in HIS time. The positive always outweighs the negative. Thank GOD!

My heart fluttered as Cody said, "You are made for me."

ALL THE GLORY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

My "Adam"

I told Cody today that I need him.

He asked me why.

I answered, "I'm not sure. I just feel strongly that I need you. I believe that I am the Eve pulled out of your ribs. I need you."

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! hehehe!

I love you, Cody!

ALL THE GLORY BELONGS TO GOD IN THIS RELATIONSHIP!